It's okay, it really is funny in retrospect. But imagine if I really had done something I couldn't undo at that age - imagine if my life now was shaped by my decisions then. In some ways it is, of course - the decision not to have sex with that boy, for instance. But seriously - I did so many stupid things. I had such a warped view of the world. How could I not? I'd never seen any of the world beyond my home and my school. I didn't even have literature as a source of knowledge, since all I read at that age was fantasy.
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Date: 2008-06-20 03:23 pm (UTC)